Tuesday, February 17, 2009

F**k**g change the station!!

Music plays a huge role in our life. We have appropriate songs for everything. EVERY flipping time we hear a song something pops into our heads. Even when we hear something for the first time, our brain immediately jumps to "hey what does that sound like?".

Today I did something unfathomable, crazy kOo KoO, and completely out of character. I drove home with the music in my car OFF.

Why?

Because music is so strong. In fact too strong. My anxiety is so that I cannot hear any music because, frankly there are way to many emotions running through my head. The last thing I need to put my heart on shuffle and experience more.(Right now I am waiting to find out whether, the girl of my dreams. The one that has been my best friend for two years. Will accept me as her boyfriend.)

For all you dudes out there. Don't judge, I get more chicks than most. She is just special. For all you girls out there, why is this such a hard thing to decide? I mean why not give a simple ok or no? I mean, I am sitting here dying inside, having no clue what to expect. Also the fact that shes taking so long makes me think the worst.

But let's get back to music. I know music.

Music, is precious, its perfect, it is potent. Nothing like music exists in our world. When an artist takes a brush and paints bright red streaks across his whole canvas. We as observers get a clue that he is in distress from strong emotion. But we do not understand if it is love, agony, anger, distress or what tone to take this emotion depicted as. But when I slam out some solos on my guitar. It is Magical! All of a sudden, I convey with no words, exactly how I feel at that moment. Not only that, but also, anyone hearing my music FEELS it as well.

Music also has an emotion unique to it. There is no word to properly describe this feeling alone. If I had to choose one word for this term it would be ROCK.But really c'mon! Rock??

It is not like a rock at all, certainly it is hard, but not material, rock is everywhere, but not in the ground. This has to be explained in more than just one word.

The emotion of rock, is that emotion, which inspires the listener to express to others that he or she passionately enjoys the sound which they are listening to. Rock is a wave of energy ripping through a crowded concert. A force so strong that it pushes immediate physical reactions to occur. \nn/ (*&^)\nn/ Right away anyone seeing this expression will feel happiness and say "yeah rock on". It is an emotion which no one ever feels jealousy for. Because as soon as one person feels it, it acts like a yawn, pretty soon all others remember what rocking feels like or they rock themselves.

I wish girls were more like music, and that with enough practice I could figure them out. And DAM what a world would it be if all emotions were like rock!?!

3 comments:

  1. Oh, now it comes out. How long have you been so into love songs? Is the answer say, um, the last two years? Hang in there :)

    Music is my crutch. When I need to drown out the thoughts in my head I turn to music. I listen very loudly to something heavy or something fast that I can sing along with. When I need to focus at work I put on my headphones and log into Pandora.com (check it out if you haven't already). I always have a song running through my head. I listen to it for fun. I love finding really good music. The world would be so crappy without it.

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  2. Haha yeah.

    Omg you just reminded me that i deleted my post for what loudnesstheory means!!! Ill post that back up :P

    I blast music whenever I need to stop thinking too. It's kinda like meditation. Except the opposite way, instead of depriving the mind from input you are overloading it. The result is the same. Calmness, being lost in nothingness and everything at once. Either way you are not thinking about what pissed you off to begin with, thats for sure.

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  3. Whenever I listen to music I think about more things..it never makes me calmer. If I'm sad I naturally want to listen to sad songs and therefore I become even more sad..or they remind me of some really horrible time when I was even sadder than I currently am. I see how it can be used as an outlet though to me it works quite the opposite. Therefore I spend a lot of time listening to music that has little or no meaning...but sounds good. Haha

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